Coinstar Day

I've been a bad, bad girl

in the park I sat, but this time there were no tears. This one and only time. I questioned how and why this could be, and all I could gather was that it was Tuesday.
It was Tuesday, but that wasn't it. What it was was embarrassing, lucky, and a little manipulative.
I like to complicate things to the max, especially when I'm feeling overwhelmed with responsibility. Make it worse and self-destruct, I guess.

heaven help me for the way I am
save me from these evil deeds before I get them done