Help with School

At some point, I will come back and write something worthwhile.

School is keeping me busy and stressed (read: stressed and staring at the wall), so I spend most of my time studying and working (read: playing facebook games next to open textbooks and figuring out what to eat next).

I remember in high school when I started spending more time with Michelle and all the AP folk, I had a stronger desire to do well in school. I think it might behoove me to spend time with people who are actually pushing themselves to do well in school. Why am I so bad at this? I know I am smart. All the smart kid excuses - 'the material is not challenging enough' 'i was never challenged in school, therefore now i cannot adapt' - can't work anymore! I'm 25 goddamn years old, 26 in February. I can't use those excuses and anyone claiming ADHD at 26 is only doing so because their insurance doesn't cover the purchase of cocaine.

Since I don't really have any desire to chum up with the 19 year olds in my class, maybe I will take Sofie up on her offer.