I'm ridiculous

They told me it's ok to pursue your dreams please do what makes you happy
but did they know?
they know.
That's not possible.

I love what I do. I love it and at this moment I wish I was religious so I could use the word 'blessed,' but will instead have to settle for the following: I am incredibly lucky to work around the people that I do and maybe it's inevitable, but I love them and getting out there every night would be impossible without them.

But what I want..what I want...is ridiculous.